BLESSING
(Hard times = times blessing?)
What is actually a blessing? There is so much of a blessing, I bless you, you bless me, bless us, etc ... spoken, but what does that mean anyway?
I can not explain well or not really, but I was able to experience it to know the last time in his own body and what does blessing for me. Perhaps this story is a little explanation of the large bandwidth of God's blessing.
It began in the depths, in my weakness , at a point on which I have not much longer understood or wanted to understand.
began in the period a few friends here to meet am to Sing and Pray to start the day with God.
I went too, but to pay more for the reason me and Freizublassen his head as everything else.
So I was there every morning again from 6:30 bis 7:00 clock and sang more times with times less the songs because I do not much with the heart could sing along.
But it developed. It developed a lot.
departure
Be a God to me fully manifested again. (Safety not only because of the circumstances and Sing and Pray, but also by many other things that I simply related)
He made me, Old things were not even aware of me, thoughts, opinions, collateral, fears, and more broken and wrapped . I was able to get into thinking about it and sometimes did not know how I should employ me first. (This feeling, I often still do). But it feels very good to break new ground to go in life and faith.
disclosed
This car was breaking up and new steps it almost daily lows perceived by others, I, myself, situations, circumstances, etc. God did not understand. therein
But that I was able to experience God's revelations . He gave me so many times brilliant encounters with people and friends. But especially I experienced blatant experiences with God. (I know it is totally vague, but perhaps another time to more)
How should such a thing ? Describe
It was the grin off his face no more what went . The be happy if one is carried along by the Holy Spirit. One taken, which endowed you with incredible joy, so that one would prefer to embrace the whole world, even if sometimes, the facts were against it.
most likely I would describe it to be in love more than anything in the world with the feeling. Being in love
no longer in God , where the grin off his face goes.
prayer
So I started from scratch at this time to pray . A prayer which is not so much revolves around me, but for other people, friends and situations.
I can every day together with a friend sometimes even more friends / inside to pray, while the power of prayer and sharing experience . I will not do without it, experience it and be allowed to learn what causes God as free, as he heals , as he forgives changes for what he does and how he carries.
But even more brilliant is it that I make these changes and experiences not only allowed, but I must share it with others . In this respect I can share all things with them and they often share similar things with me.
share this experience and if others do themselves in faith and life stages and experiences, which themselves are often difficult, but immensely strengthened.
to be able to experience how to support each other hugs, helping, praying, listening to crying, and together steps does. Make yourself to new perspectives and to rejoice and suffer together .
But that was not all.
A particularly the brand new thing comes into my life must be the Holy Spirit . How should I describe it. It's almost indescribable. I only know that some things have changed. I've been able to do little. I did stop, he lives in me, but so much more I have not granted then the whole long time as well.
I do not want to tell too much around it, but I will testify that there is more. It comes in its fullness, in all his gifts, and he wants this also show up!
It is an asset to you and the community. I can do it all in and testify it here!
He is alive in the fullness!
What can I say, I could even begin to often enough. I knew him there and I was able to experience it. But there is more, much more. It is indescribable . I can experience it in its fullness.
What this has to do with Sing and Pray?
I do not know. I just know it moves much. For me and many others. It is available to the feeling of something is what or what has already happened and you can witness it in the front row and be there.
I would like to share with YOU.
Ps: I am certain that blessing same time is not gravity time. But there often begins at much new because we can drop me or I give up, give ... must.
I do not know if this is to some extent understandable, but It is true, and I can experience it in this way whites and redistribute it and wanted to testify.
I can say that I can trust God again, and sing songs to do it again with all my heart.
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